Attunement Ceremony

It was great! I let go of doing it the right way and it went perfectly! I had awesome music, everyone was super into it, the energy flowing was awesome, and attunement successful. Everyone had at least one Reiki guide show up to help and then there was just a room full of guides. Very cool. I am aware of divine presence 24/7, but it doesn't make it any less amazing when it's happening.

Doing the attunement the way I wanted to create it was really empowering. There were several ways that I read about how to do it but it worked the way I created it too. Awesome.

Doing energy work after that was incredible. I feel a lot more grounded and less surprised about my ability. It is helping me shift as I complete my apprenticeship. I let my self-doubt determine my fees, my ability, and my access to the Divine and yet the doubt is not real. It's just something I use to keep me vibrating lower.

I had a good realization about that too. I feel like I am working out some cultural/ societal issue regarding vibrating at a 9-10, rather than a 4-5 (mainstream vibration). Or whatever the mainstream society vibrates at...100-175.
I should dowse my actual vibration. Also, I want to buy another pendulum that I can carry it with me. Simple, lightweight wood again. I love my pendulum.

I am excited to attune folks to the next level and then the third level with the teaching aspect included. It was great times.

Really? Inspired Reiki?

I know the title of this blog is left wanting. Wanting to be more exciting, that is. In fact, as I am nearing the end (it feels like the end, anyway) of my apprenticeship I am realizing that I have a focus on healers and I want more of an edge in energy work. I don't especially relate to the typical view of energy workers. I know that a few folks I have worked with are not airy-fairy about their practice, but I'm wondering if there is room for energy work with an edge?

I already know that I work well with other folks who can channel/flow energy. I'm pretty down to earth in my estimation. While I, of course, talk to people who aren't physically in front of me, I see them pretty clearly. Some people have really good intuition. Intuition is to thought as psychic abilities are to the senses. I can see, hear, sense, and smell energy. It's real to me. Just like intuition is real. I haven't been able to taste energy yet...:)
I hear distinct voices and see specific things. Stuff comes to me intuitively and sometimes I am not even a part of the genesis of the thought. It's not freaky anymore. Ever since I was little I've been able to do it. I get better and better, as I become a better channel and energy worker.

So I will let the 'energy work with an edge' concept sit with me more. Something will come to me.

I'm giving my first Reiki attunement(s) on Sunday. I haven't given one, much less a group of them, but this group is special. I know them all personally and they are all healers already so I don't imagine it will be a hard attunement. In fact, I am looking forward to being able to channel more energy myself, and creating healing partnerships with this group.

My eating has been affecting my energy transmission. I can hold energy just fine, but I find that I am MUCH better when I am not stuffing my energy down, or making it really hard to flow through me. Raw food really helps with that.

I have been blocking (or at least impeding) my 2nd chakra. I know what the issues are, but I keep doing it. Soon I will choose to stop doing it. I will take a deep breathe and move into that space in a conscious and healthy way. Yay!

I'll update soon about how Sunday goes...