Empowered Hands

I had a great session last night. I didn't have a clock in the room during the appointment, which was really good for me. I was not calculating how many minutes I was working in one spot or another. I simply let the energy move me and my hands all around, where I felt called. The session was about an hour and a half but the best part came at the end...it wasn't rushed or glossed over...it was held in the same way, with the same care as the beginning of the session. It felt awesome. I heard guides (there were SO many in the room, it was like a party!) and things just came to me to tell my client. So great.

Every session I do makes me feel more and more aligned with what I WANT to be doing. Not have to, or need or should...but WANT. I WANT to practice Reiki. I want to engage Spirit in this way, every day. I want people to see the light at the end of the tunnel, to feel themselves, to be healthy, etc. I want myself to be able to channel energy clearly and with the intention to serve and bring God down to earth.
I love asking to practice Reiki on people. I love loving what I do.

Letting the Energy Move Through Me

This is an interesting new thing I've been doing...er, allowing, lately. When a client comes in for Reiki, I simply get them to share some stuff and then we "get to work." But since I've been doing this spiritual apprenticeship, I'm not really doing much. Well, I am observing, witnessing, and being aware, but I don't get into people's fields (like I used to) and "try to help." I'm using quotation marks because the way I am doing Reiki now is TOTALLY different than how I used to do it. And the SA is helping me see that I don't need to get into people's fields to be helpful or to prove myself as a healer. In fact, I find that I am able to see, hear, do, and be more the farther away I stay. The work seems to be deep (I have an awesome group of willing and open clients right now) but I don't need the slow dissent into the work, I simply call my guides, call their guides, and watch. It's awesome.

Today is my Dad's birthday. I don't usually commemorate his death, because I rather enjoy thinking about his birthday instead. He'd be 64 years old, I think. He's a year older than my mom. I was thinking today about when he used to brush my hair and immediately, I felt his hands touch my head, like he used to do. I have shorter hair now, so there's no hair-brushing, but it was a nice, comforting, warm feeling. I cried. Ricardo will be the Poppi for my kids because they need to have a Poppi, but my Dad will be Grandpa Richard and I know they will know and need him as well. Especially when I give birth and when they need some watching over. It's something I realized was really cool to do, have a 5th dimension guide, for my kids while they are still in Spirit, waiting to grace us with their presence.

I know that they will have contact with Grandpa Richard when they need to and it's really helpful for me because I don't want to have to keep harping on the death part. Our kids are pretty hip to the Spirit scene already so I have no doubt that this will not be lost on them.

Happy Birthday Dad!